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Today is March 14th.
Do you know what that means?
That means, that exactly 4 years ago today, at this exact time, I was at the movie theater in town, getting ready to see Horton Hears a Who. It was mine and Dillon’s very first date ever. After the movie, out in my car, he asked me to be his girlfriend. I miss him so much, hopefully this is the last anniversary we have to spend apart from one another.
I love you Dillon.
Happy Four Year Anniversary :)
I would give anything just to hear your voice right now, just to know that you’re okay, just to know that you’re alive.
I really don’t want to go back to reality… We have less than 48 hours left together before his R&R is finished. I don’t want to watch him get on that plane again.
I get to see my soldier in less than THREE HOURS!
In one hour, I will leave and head to Omaha.
In the same amount of time it will take me to drive there, he will board his plane from Texas and be headed there as well.
I AM SO EXCITED!
Being away from him over the holidays is tearing me up inside, but I’m trying so hard not to let it show.
I love picturing our first night back together again. The intense gazes, the soft kisses, the awkward but so natural way his hands roam over your body. The butterflies that flutter in your tummy again, the crushing feeling that consumes your chest when you realize just how much you missed him. The way you feel safe and secure again, wrapped in his arms all night long, and when you wake up realizing it wasn’t all just a dream, and he really is home.
I can’t wait :)